Thought Vomit Thursday

• I was so excited yesterday to see someone had commented on my blog!!!  It was my first!  Yay, people read me!
• I really need to take the time and figure out how to set up my blog.  I have a couple of buttons I would like to put out on the page and I just haven't spent the time to figure out how to do it!  I also need to update the people I read list.   Is there a common courtesy to let the bloggers I read, know that I read them?  I just feel like I am a stalker! 
• My next CPA exam is in 2 weeks!!!
• I went and saw the Vagina Monologues on our local campus last night with my BFF.  I have seen it several times before.  I always enjoy it!  I think every woman should see it at least once.  Better yet, take your special someone too!  Sometimes, I do wonder what my Vagina would say.... best for another post. 
• I am going to help my MIL plan my husband's brother's wife's baby shower.  It is questionable if I will go though.  the shower is tentatively set for April 14th.  I will know the results of the IVF by then!  If it results in a BFP, then no problem making the 10 hr journey home.  However, if it is a BFN, I will have to see how strong I am at that point.  I feel like I should go no matter what.  It isn't their fault we are IF; but, it is just bitterness and resentment that they were able to conceive.  I know, I know get over it!
• My last bullet is a doozy - Can you say one has too many things on one's mind?!?!  Today, I brought leftover spaghetti and salad for lunch.  As normal, I put the spaghetti container in the microwave and took my salad and diet coke to my desk.  Talked to my boss for a second and then went and retrieve my spaghetti from the microwave.  Back at my desk, I opened both containers.  I took a bite of salad and realized I microwaved my salad and not the spaghetti!!   Needless to say I still ate the salad.  Thank good tomorrow is Friday!!  Don't know if I can handle much more of this week!

Tomorrow = Crazy Day!

Tomorrow is my next big CPA exam.  The regulation and taxation section, and prayers would be greatly appreciated.  I don't feel like I am ready but I also don't feel like I can study anymore.  I am just tired of studying...but...I...must...push...through.  I just cant.  Last night I took a break, had a beer, and thought I would be able to pick back up with studying.  Nope, one beer turned into two, than three, than bedtime!  Hopefully, I will be able to study some tonight.  Nothing crazy though, I figure if I don't know it by now I wont learn it tonight.  I have never done an all nighter before an exam, even in college.  I need sleep to think clearly!

Before my CPA exam tomorrow afternoon, I have an appointment with the RE.  I am having a Sonohysterogram (SHG) tomorrow.  The test had to be performed this week and tomorrow is the only option that fit in my schedule.  SHG is sterile saline will be injected into my uterus.  It will allow the RE to determine if my uterus is shaped normally.  It may cause cramping.  It is painful for some women and not others.  GREAT!!  I am going to be cramping and not feeling good when I take my CPA exam.  Just want I want to do!  Whatever happen to massages to relax! haha

On top of all that, I do not know if the birth control is make me anxious or if it is just the thought of tomorrow but I have been unable to sleep well these past few nights.  I am hoping about 4:00 tomorrow afternoon that my chest will be lighter.  Fingers crossed.

At the RE appointment we will also get my protocol and a schedule of sorts.  I LOVE SCHEDULES!!! I hope this will alleviate the weight on my chest. 

Thought Vomit Thursday

I am definately stealing the Thought Vomit Thursday from a blog I read on occasion.  I like the idea and today I cannot formulate one good thought to write about.  So here is what is floating around Kellyland today:

• I have dropped 2-3 dress sizes!  I bought a new pair of jeans last weekend and they are 2 sizes smaller than what I was wearing!    I have been doing the MaxMuscle diet and I have lost weight and did not really modify my diet at all. I still eat meat, potatoes, and everything in between.  Having said that I have no motivation to continue to my goal.  My original goal was to lower my body fat % since we will be starting IVF next spring.  I wanted to be healthiest I could be.  Now, I am content.  I still would like to lost 5 lbs more and gain some more muscle... but again need motivation.
• I have an impending CPA exam in less than a month.  I hope I pass this time!  I am studying hard and efficiently so fingers crossed!  Can I tell ya how much I hate Deluted Earnings Per Share and Deferred Taxes!  (Sorry, went geeky on ya!)
• I hate it when people touch me constantly!  I love doing the 'hey, haven't seen ya in a while hug' but after that stop touching me!  My BFF is in this touch, grope phase to me and it is driving me nuts... must find a way to politely, kindly say "Stop explictive touching me!"
• I have to call my mother in law and give her the updated IVF news.  My hubby isn't a talker so I need to let her know whats up.  What's up you ask?  We are starting IVF in January!  I am excited, scared, nervous, and everything in between.  Looking for someone who is starting/going through IVF now that I can follow so I am not caught off guard when we start. 

I think that this is it for me today.  Have a happy!!
Kel