Baby A is measuring 10 weeks 6 days and the heartbeat was 173.
Baby B is no longer with us. Baby B had no heart and is smaller than before as my body has started to absorb the baby.
I am....upset, saddened, emotionally drained. I am spending the day home by myself. Ben went back to work and Ava is stull at daycare. I needed this afternoon to grieve.
I usually try to find the silver linings when bad stuff happens; I have thought of a couple but they just do not seem to matter.
I should mention we are extremely excited and grateful that baby A is doing so weel and growing strong!