T-3 days for Results

Thursday, we will find out if the IVF was a success or not.  I have done my best not to speculate one way or another.  I have corrected people, my mom, that already think I am pregnant that I may not be pregnant.  I just knew the first IUI would work and was very disappointed when it did not.  I am preparing for the worse yet hoping for the best.  Isn’t that what we all do during the 2WW? 

I haven’t really had the ‘pregnant until proven otherwise’ attitude.  I have considered myself not pregnant until proven otherwise.   However, I do have a daydream/feeling that I will be delivering a healthy boy in the future.  I haven’t told anyone about this feeling.  I am staying quiet and just hoping my ‘psychic powers’ are accurate.   

I am faced with a little dilemma on Thursday though.  My blood work is schedule for Thursday morning.  Then anytime after 4 hours, I am able to call the clinic and get my results.  I don’t want to be at work when I call because I wont be able to control my emotions either way and I do not want to share the news.  I also want Ben with me and I do not think I will be able to make it home before the office closes to call together.  Here are my options:

1.       Work through lunch and leave a little early from work to make it home in time to call the doctor’s office together.

2.       Make Ben take me out to lunch and call when we are alone and then go back to work (but then again, I wont be able to control emotions.)

3.       Have Ben call and wait until I get home to find out.  

Right now I think I am leaning towards option one with three as the backup plan in case anything crazy happens Thursday at work.